Please, please, please let me go!!! Let me leave! Let me not be here anymore!! I cant stand it! Four years is too long of a time to put up with this shiz! I want out! I want out of this nightmare! Why doesn't anyone understand how it feels to be caged and tortured! I got an award to tonight, got into an argument, the another one and another one!!! What the heck! I did something you wanted and you yell at me and start cursing and I did nothing wrong!! Someone please please release me from this hell! I can't stand it here any longer I just want to be obliterated but I want them to remember and I want them to feel bad for everything they have ever done to me! They disgust me on so many levels!! How can you treat someone the way you treat me?!?!