I've really tried not to post in hopes that this feeling would soon pass. I'm beginning a panic attack so I'm not sure how this post will even come out. I am in need of a friend. I am in need of something. I don't even know what. Support. Everything has built up inside of me. I am lost. Scared. I want to be alone; I want to have a friend. No, I want death. I cannot be supportive to anyone--especially right now. I don't even know what is happening to me right now. I saw this very bad person today. I want to end everything My body hurts. Nono...my soul...my soul hurts. In so much pain. I really don't want to go on. I wish someone would reach out to me. I wish I could be saved too. I know, I don't deserve it. I am so sorry!