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  1. I've really tried not to post in hopes that this feeling would soon pass. I'm beginning a panic attack so I'm not sure how this post will even come out.

    I am in need of a friend.
    I am in need of something. I don't even know what.
    Everything has built up inside of me.
    I am lost.
    I want to be alone; I want to have a friend.
    No, I want death.
    I cannot be supportive to anyone--especially right now.
    I don't even know what is happening to me right now.

    I saw this very bad person today.
    I want to end everything
    My body hurts. soul hurts.
    In so much pain.

    I really don't want to go on.
    I wish someone would reach out to me.
    I wish I could be saved too.
    I know, I don't deserve it.

    I am so sorry!
  2. I am so hurt that you would post what you wrote, AoM. I thought I was that support to you. I'm not going to talk about it here, because it would be wrong of me to do. So, I'll just say that I hope you well for the future and I'm sorry I have failed you.
  3. Oh, Dearest, you have misunderstood! You do offer me plenty of support and were not on/home when I wrote that. I was/am very low and was needing to talk about things instantly. I didn't mean to imply that you had not done your part in my life. You have been wonderful. I apologize for making it seem that way!
    You have not failed me in any way at all. You have been wonderful since the day we first talked.

  4. Why didn't you send an offline MSN message to me then?
  5. I love you, AoM. :hug:
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