i have been watching alot of suicide pictures/videos on the internet. Then I started thinking about them and could not get them out of my head. The next day I was messing with a friend and pretended to cut my self (with a razor and a bag of fake blood). He thought is was real, then I told him it was fake. I went to the bathroom to wash of the fake blood when I noteced that I actyally cut myself. Not bad though. That was two days ago and I just found myself really cutting myself. PLS anything will help p.s. I am not emo, i mean i hope cuz I really like the sensation of a blade cutting my skin.