How you move on? How you get out of the trapped feelings? How you stop the suicidal thoughts? How do you stop the thoughts eaten away inside? How you can be true to yourself? When you wake one morning, and feel alive? When you feel there's a purpose to life? When you feel loved? When your thankful for life? 2 days...and counting...I couldn't talk at counselling this morning, she says I'm in crisis point and need to keep going back, I can't afford at the moment to have a break...It was make or break today's session...I'm smiling now though cause it feels the end is near...and soon I will be at peace.