IM 15 YEARS OLD i was horribly depressed and socially anxious a few months ago. then i was referred to a psychiatrist and he diagnosed me with general anxiety disorder and i was prescribed celexa,an anti-depressant. i never told my doctor that i was suicidal because my mom was with me and i didn't want her to know,that and i also cut. things HAD been SLIGHTLY better since then. however, i started high school. everything went back 2 the way it was b4. horrible. awful. my anxiety is still here, just somewhat less so. i only have 1 friend, my others have went 2 different schools and/or ditched me 4 new friends,i am incapable of making friends because of my friking anxiety that is mainly in social situations ( i feel like im having a heart attack whenever im near people i dont know.i used to have really insane anxiety attacks b4 i started celexa,but even now i can still feel something similiar to 1). i go to the shittiest school on the face of the earth and i cant leave, i want 2 die more than anything right now because everyone hates me and im going 2 die alone my mom hates me and my sister hates me and my dad just doesn't care. my beloved cat dissapeared mysteriously and IM HAVE TO SEE A THERAPIST 2 learn how 2 handle social situations w/ group therapy which scares me because im worried it wont work cuz im so nervous i only sleep 3 hours a night because i cant shut off my brain and im not allowed 2 take drugs what should i do?