plz let me

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by scared_child, Oct 20, 2006.

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  1. scared_child

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    I want to die, SO BADLY! but, every time I try, my gf, or my aunt stops me. I just want to die. My aunt has already said that the only reason she hasn't let me kill myself is that she is my guardian and might get blamed for it! I just want to fucking die!
  2. had_enuff

    had_enuff Guest

    Songie, can you please add me to your msn? <mod edit: bunny - removing email as requested>.....:sad:
    Last edited: Oct 21, 2006
  3. had_enuff

    had_enuff Guest

    Are you OK songie? You can talk to me....:smile: :smile: :smile: :smile:
    Last edited: Oct 20, 2006
  4. iQuit

    iQuit Well-Known Member

    Don't do it!
  5. allofme

    allofme Staff Alumni

    i so understand the feeling.. but the one good things about feelings is..... that eventually they change.... hugs
  6. had_enuff

    had_enuff Guest

    Does anyone know how to edit posts? I just want to take my email address off now that Songie has gotten in touch with me..:dry:
  7. had_enuff

    had_enuff Guest

    Thanks bunny.....:blink:

    Songie are you ok?
  8. Dead_Alive

    Dead_Alive Guest

    I been where you are at... your in crisis child. You need to go to a hospital so they can keep you safe for a while. Some things that helped me was anti-depressants such as lithium. That stuff works.

    But what really helped was people giving me lots of hugs. Where you hugged growing up? I bet not. I try to visualize God giving me a hug when I sleep or am alone... it helped calm me down some.

    You may want to die... but part of you wants to live... or you would be dead right now. You need to get in a close supportive group of people to help you because you can not manage those feelings alone.
  9. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Your guardian aunt doesn't sound very supportive - understatement! - is there anyone else you could live with who would actually love you and not just consider you a potential lawsuit? :mad: :sad: You can pick your friends but not your relatives, sad but true. So pick us as your friends cause your friends are the family you choose.:smile:

    sending hugs and love and support,

  10. scared_child

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    I need to what? I dont need to be in a fucking hospital. I need support, not people telling me that I am crazy.
  11. scared_child

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    um...ya, I guess so. Still sad though. I'll PM you!
  12. scared_child

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    okay, I'm sorry...thats really hard for me to admit...but I'm sorry I flipped out on people. lots of love, Songie
  13. consciousinsane

    consciousinsane Well-Known Member

    My experience with the psych ward has been pleasant. I've been twice. they don't treat you like your crazy. They treat you as a normal person. They are in their jobs because they want to be there to help people, not because they have to. They all have a sincere desire to help.
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