It's only a matter of time, and tbh I ain't bothered anymore, my body does not sustain my life, it keeps me prisoner. I've had it with pain, I've had it with headaches, I've had it with scabby rashes, I've had it with all my hair falling out, I've had it with not sleeping for days I've had it with crippling stomach pain, I've had it with boils all over my body,I've had it with sweats, just because I was stupid enough to take a contraceptive pill 2 years ago, I'm not on it no more but that dosen't matter, it's legacy lives on in my body. I sentenced myself to death with that pill and before I die I want to leave as much info as I can to help other women who are victims too, my heart aches for those who lost legs because of it, I met a woman once who was in a wheelchair because the pill caused a huge clot in her leg, I feel guilty for even complaining about my "symptoms" when it ruins lives in so many worse ways. I stopped talking it because it was making me ill, now look at me, my body is still trapped in the side effects. I have given up, but I hope enough people read the things I have posted online, on many sites about my ordeal, and even if it just put one person off taking it I have saved a life even when mine cannot be.