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Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by lost_child, Jun 9, 2008.

  1. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    someone told me i was fat, i know I'm fat, I know that, i don't eat loads, i make myself sick, i use laxatives but still i'm fat. 5'11 and UK10/12..FAT..that's what he said to me, and that's what I believe my shirnk and p/therist say i have an ED, but to me I'm just FAT...I hate that he said it to me. I hate it. tomorrow i'm at the hospital all day for "breast surgery" that's all I know, that's all the letter says, thursday I have a funeral, friday counselling...well wednesday I guess the sky will cave in...I hate the world, i hate me, and most of all I hate that i'm still alive.