What About You? Many nights I lay in bed, Contemplating suicide, Wishing I were dead. Then I think of you, And wonder what kinds of crazy things would you do? Would you commit suicide, too? How would that affect your mind? Would everything sneak up from behind, And eat at your soul and make you blind? Would you be mad and curse my name? Or would you be sad and give in to the pain? You’d probably feel helpless, And find there’s nothing left to gain. I worry for you, Although I don’t think you do for me. But maybe I am mistaken And your heart truly does ache. If I take my life away, Will you live another day? My Final Goodbye It is now I know my fate Come tomorrow, It'll be too late I'm drowning in my sorrow With my bleeding wrist, I'm on the floor, I'm choosing not to live My life anymore This is my suicide, My one final goodbye You won't have any clue How I'm about to die Beaten and broken, Can't live this anymore My mind has spoken I'll die on the floor My heart's broken, My feelings hurt, I'm too emotional, So you push me in the dirt Nothing left in this life for me If only people could see My presence That will soon be existence free This is my suicide, My one final goodbye And you won't have any clue How I'm about to die. A Suicide Note Dear officer For you’ll be the only one who might care probably just because you got stuck with the paper work Sorry about that. Well what should I say? They sure don’t teach you how to write a suicide note in school, now do they? I’d say I’m sorry, but I’m not. I would like to ask you but one favor, if that is all right. Can you ask her (my mother) if she knew I was depressed: If she says yes ask her why she didn’t do anything. If she says no then ask her how she didn’t notice my last 5 suicide attempts, its pretty hard to miss stuff like that. I’ve been suicidal since grade 6 or 7. Thank you for your time, officer. Once again sorry about the paper work.