I sat here for awhile debating on whether to even write this. It won't matter, it just seems pointless anyways to write how I feel anymore. I feel pointless, I feel like I'm wasting away. I feel like everything in my life is pointless. I don't have the energy to barely get out of bed anymore. I skip out on work so much lately I'm surprised I still even have a job. I feel empty. I dread waking up in the morning, I feel nothing anymore. All the pointless fights lately, me standing for what I believe in, people thinking I'm something I'm not...I'm drained...I'm empty. I'm tired. Simply tired of being me. tired of everything I am, tired of living whatever life i have left. i don't want to write anymore...i feel like i've written enough.