i thought today was gonna be the day... i was actually happy and not thinking about it... i was just chillin and then the cop rolled up and talked to me. obviously i didn't look suicidle because i had my camera.. then as soon as i got off the tracks and started walking to the crosswalk... a train comes.. if the cop would have come around 10 min later, Its guaranteed that he would of been there for a different reason.. cleaning up my rhymes with puts. anyways I've tried at least 5 times with this and I've failed or chickened all of them.. im not sure what to think anymore..
Really sorry to hear how you're feeling...Please don't end your life. I'm sorry you're upset over it but I'm happy you're still alive. <3
