Hi all, just joined today. I don't have a horrible story about my life like a lot of other people. My life would probably almost be considered perfect to others. Some things I have read on here; if I were to go through them, I'd be gone a long time ago. I don't know how they keep going. However for me, besides a few things that haven't helped my life, I seem to just be someone who is F***** in the head and doesn't appreciate life. Yeah I admit I don't appreciate life, the good things in my life and that I don't like being alive. Am thinking that perhaps if I don't appreciate it, then maybe I don't deserve it. Fair call, right?