Popping Pills

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Manic!, Feb 5, 2008.

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  1. Manic!

    Manic! Well-Known Member

    Popping Pills

    I'm popping pills
    hoping that it kills
    But who's the blame
    in this awfull game?

    It's them at school
    They always want to duel
    They hate me
    that's why I'm no longer free.

    And I'm still popping pills
    really hoping that it kills
    Maybe I should get a razorblade
    cause I don't longer wanna wait
    Or I can use a knife
    can't live my life.

    You just hurt me so much
    please, listen and watch
    Watch the pills, the blood
    popping pills, just another shot.

    Watch me cry
    see that I wanna die
    All because of you
    remember this, cause it's true.

    But I'm still popping pills
    hoping that it kills
    I wanna commit suicide
    say bye to this fight
    Now I'm getting a razorblade
    I cut and it's to late....

    Except I didn't cut,,, I threw away my razorblade and started attacking the wall.
  2. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    A lot of pain. Hope posting it as poetry helped rid you of some of it. Glad you threw away the blade but feel sorry for the wall lol
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

  4. Manic!

    Manic! Well-Known Member

    The wall is fine,, just covered up with a poster.
    I'm actually thinking it was a mistake to throw it but it's gone now.
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