Well, I'm not feeling good. But I guess I've done something positive, if you look at it from somebody else's point of view. I now have officially told and explained to a person who lives close to me how I feel and why I feel that way. So yeah... I guess, yay for me... Meh, I've sent it in an email, to make sure I didn't freeze up while telling it... Now I feel bad as sjit. But still... I keep trying to tell myself it's positive... Will she think differently of me? =/ I'm not really that close to her or anyone for that matter, so it shouldn't matter even if she hates me after this... Meh, sorry. This is positive! I've done a good thing and I should be proud of my autistic self!