After years of feeling so dead inside, I had a manic high. I haven't crashed yet and its been days! I still have a smile on my face and wish I could share it. Today, life is good. I still have depression but today it is very manageable. I had job offers. I still have cash in my pocket. My cupboards are full. Its damned cold out but the sun was out today.....and my car started....lol I heard from one of my sons and it started out with "Dear dad"...and ended with "I love you". My bills are all paid at this time. I owe nobody. My appetite is back and junk food is no longer a part of my diet. I received a card today from an email friend. Death still stalks my mind but today I over come it. I challenge anybody to post at least one positive thing in their life today?