Have you ever felt as though you were possessed? I keep telling my mom I want an exorcism. I am on high dosages of Zyprexa for schizophrenia, Zoloft for depression, and Ativan for anxiety, but I still don't feel right. It feels like there is something sick in me. I just want it OUT. One night some months ago, it felt like another demon or something entered me. I know this sounds irrational, but I honestly think I'm possessed. I feel awful. I'm feeling suicidal. I don't want to leave everyone, but sometimes I don't want to be here, either. I just want to feel normal and good. Please forgive the insanity. I feel like crap. If you've had any experience with this sort of thing, please share it. It may help.