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I'm sorry I can't post this under my username as I'm too scared anyone (especially people IRL) will find out it's me.
Anyway, I had this party weekend nearby, and on Saturday I got rather drunk and then started smoking pot. I haven't smoked pot in ages, and I know that weed + alcohol usually aren't a good combination for me, but I wanted to so badly and so I did.
Problem is, now I don't know ANYTHING that happened after I smoked that J.
That in itself is already bad, but now the thing is. On Sunday when I got back at the party area (I participated in a soccer tournament there on Sunday), I had at least 4 people asking me if I was okay now, and all worried about me. So much so that one of my friends asked me if I'd ended up in the first aid corner or something.. She was rather shocked by all those people asking me if I was okay now. I don't think I ended up at first aid or anything, as surely I would've remember something of it then!?
Anyway, I don't remember anything of saturday night after smoking that J. First thing I remember is waking up on sunday morning cos of my alarm. I was in bed with my best (male) friend next to me. Nothing too weird either as we sleep in the same bed most of times one of us is staying over at the other's place. I asked him if I'd done anything weird saturday night and he said no. He did say it's a shame I don't remember anything anymore, but that's it.
But what worries me, is that on Sunday, I kinda erhm.. how do I explain this. There was a little bit of bleeding going on. I'm not on my period or anything, and it was only on Sunday.
I don't know what happened, but there's a part of me that's slightly scared that something has happened between me and my friend, or maybe any other dude.
I'm not sure what to do now. And I'm not gonna go and ask my friend "have we had sex?" because he knows full well I don't just have sex with men and I already asked if I did anything weird/unusual Saturday night and he knows that this would fall under "weird unusual" for me.
Anyway, I had this party weekend nearby, and on Saturday I got rather drunk and then started smoking pot. I haven't smoked pot in ages, and I know that weed + alcohol usually aren't a good combination for me, but I wanted to so badly and so I did.
Problem is, now I don't know ANYTHING that happened after I smoked that J.
That in itself is already bad, but now the thing is. On Sunday when I got back at the party area (I participated in a soccer tournament there on Sunday), I had at least 4 people asking me if I was okay now, and all worried about me. So much so that one of my friends asked me if I'd ended up in the first aid corner or something.. She was rather shocked by all those people asking me if I was okay now. I don't think I ended up at first aid or anything, as surely I would've remember something of it then!?
Anyway, I don't remember anything of saturday night after smoking that J. First thing I remember is waking up on sunday morning cos of my alarm. I was in bed with my best (male) friend next to me. Nothing too weird either as we sleep in the same bed most of times one of us is staying over at the other's place. I asked him if I'd done anything weird saturday night and he said no. He did say it's a shame I don't remember anything anymore, but that's it.
But what worries me, is that on Sunday, I kinda erhm.. how do I explain this. There was a little bit of bleeding going on. I'm not on my period or anything, and it was only on Sunday.
I don't know what happened, but there's a part of me that's slightly scared that something has happened between me and my friend, or maybe any other dude.
I'm not sure what to do now. And I'm not gonna go and ask my friend "have we had sex?" because he knows full well I don't just have sex with men and I already asked if I did anything weird/unusual Saturday night and he knows that this would fall under "weird unusual" for me.