I just feel like the only reason I haven't attempted again in a few weeks is because I'm terrified to fail again. it terrifies me to think that even if I try again, there's a possibility of failing, just like before. so I guess it just needs to be perfected, foolproof. because I don't know how much longer I'm gonna survive this on my own.
*nothing immediate right now. just my thoughts*
*nothing immediate right now. just my thoughts*