Sometimes I think I must just have bog standard depression but there are certain things I've done that make me think I may possibly fit into some borderline tendencies? 1. Whenever I flirt I often end up going WAY too far with things, although I don't seem to think that I'm attractive, at all. 2. I go through periods where I need to see friends/partner all the time and then suddenly I want nothing more to do with them at all, even consider breaking off the friendship/relationship? I get properly upset when people make no effort to speak but feel suffocated when they do. 3. Although I do not show all of my anger and it certainly isn't violent or anything, I can often get angry at silly things like people not moving their feet quick enough for me to get past, even when I am in an ok mood? 4. I often think people are speaking about me and looking at me, I'm not sure if this is an actual symptom of this disorder? 5. I eat, a lot. The only reason I don't eat more is because my mum rations what I eat but can often eat 2 whole big bars of chocolate and 3 to 4 packets of crisps in one go, if I can get away with it. 6. Often just feel empty, I have no idea what I'm about or anything? I've changed everything from my sexual orientation to my looks to how I act around people. 7. Of course, suicidal ideation is something I often have. I would probably have self harmed if I wasn't being so closely watched by my partner. I sometimes hit myself so that when it leaves a bruise it can be blamed on something else rather than obvious methods. Of course, I do not expect an accurate diagnosis and I'm sorry if I've rambled on. I just want to make sure I don't have something that isn't just depression. I also had a quite confident period before all of my suicidal thoughts but I have had them before, when I was about 12 or 13. I am now 17, coming up for 18. Thank you if anyone replies.