It bothers me how much I hate my body. Especially because it's so stupid - petty. I'm not even talking about body image here (that, too) but acne and the scars from it. And people have it way way worse, it's not even like it's all that bad. Went to buy a bra from a new place today and got fitted. I had to look in the mirror constantly and I try to stay away from the mirror for I don't need to look at things I find repulsive. And I felt really bad for the person doing the fitting. Constantly having to touch me.
Though thankfully I found 2 different styles, completely different styles and sizes to what I would have chosen myself. Ordered them online so that they'll be new and never tried on by anyone before.