I don't know why I'm here. Sure I joined because there may be people who understand about being in a suicidal state of mind..... but I did not come here only lookin for help for myself-which seems rather selfish-I also came to try & help others, others who are lost in the same prdicament that plagues so many in this world. Yet the more reading I do, the more I feel that I should never have come to SF. Due to my fragile state of mind there seems to be very little help for me to give to anyone. I'm feeling increasingly bad about that. What should I do? What can I do? I have only 2 options: A. Stop coming here....but it feels like I'm abandoning you all B. Stay & keep trying no matter how liitle good I can do here, which increasingly makes me feel depressed And these thoughts will not leave me, it's like I've been cursed.