I walk in my room And close the door shut, Emotion of fear rises Its the feeling in my gut. As I lay on the bed My legs become tight, Already lost energy To stand up and fight. I consistently try To pick myself up, But this time round I've ran out of luck. So I lie here tearful In a painful struggle, Thinking of my life Being a constant juggle. I can't take this anymore I'm not strong enough, Emotions running wild I'm not at all tough. Please just take me away I want to leave this world, My simple path of life Has diverted and curled. There's no one to help So I'll battle alone, But I'm no soldier I'm weak to the bone. My only solution That makes most sense, Is to end my journey It's my greatest defense. I take a deep breath And do what I plan, My eyes gently close Into a short lifespan.