I love so many on this site. you have all changed my life. i feel so powerless tho. some of you are in such great pain atm and i cant do anything because we are miles and miles apart. i feel so awful! i lovw you so much and i cant do anything to make your pain go away or even less. im so powerless all i can do is sit here and watch you fade. it hurts so much :cry: i understand if you want nothing to do with me anymore :cry: