praying to die

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by kitanai, May 27, 2010.

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  1. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    i pray beg & plead with god to let me pass in the night on a regular basis to free me from my worldly bonds
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    Why do you want to die, what's going on?
  3. L108935

    L108935 Well-Known Member

    I do the same thing all the time.
  4. skyisburning

    skyisburning Well-Known Member

    I don't pray to die, because I don't believe praying works...but when I'm having particularly bad days I do wish that I could just die from some tragic the roof collapsing or a car wreck or something. I had a good day today though, and the thought of dying is scary right now...
  5. Kugatsu

    Kugatsu Active Member

    I did that nightly 4 years ago. Prayings a crock of shit.
  6. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    I spent the first fourteen years of my isolation just lying in bed wishing I would die..Well after fourteen years of that I finally figured out that wasn't going to work..I've spent the last five years in therapy..And that has helped to a point.. At least I can leave the house in the mornings..And go to my appointments.. I highly recommend you try therapy.. Maybe even group therapy..
  7. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    i have a problem seeking professional help
  8. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    i also pray for my demise.
  9. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    im so tired of this life i lead im never happy nvr content i seek love but push away anyone who gets close unable to trust anyone i so hate my life
  10. privatename

    privatename Well-Known Member

    I do the same thing, all the time.
  11. emptiness333

    emptiness333 New Member

    I sometimes beg God, please let me die today in an accident. I always ask that it would be quick and painless though. I couldn't stand a to go slowly and painfully.
    Lately I don't know why I bother asking, God never listens to me anyway.
  12. Same here I pray to die every night I have also written up a Wish Contract to God or Death to "Please kill me now" and have signed it, dated it and put it next to my pillow every night without fail but darn it im still here?!
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