Just as I thought things were getting therre, BANG!!!! I find out I am pregnant :sad:. Not a good situation, I know for sure whose baby it is and I really don't want it. I can't sleep, I am making myself sick in worry, in the hope my husband doesnt find out, I hate myself!! Why am I sooo stupid? I can't cope with this. I don't know what to do. I darent go to gp, I am so scared. I cant stop crying, I am such a coward. I have a knife here and am so tempted to kill it and me at the same time.