Friends, i'm at the end of my rope. i'm dealing with my creditors, with the irs [inland revenue], no money, a 78 year old spouse and I strongly want to end it all. The only way i can foresee is the hemingway manner (far be it from me to allege any other comparison] A shotgun in the mouth with good 12 guage ammunition. please help me. i don't know what to do.