You can tell what my problem is by reading some comments that have been made about me this year (all by diff. people in diff. places): "Too bad. Her body's hot but her face is ugly. So her body's wasted!" "She's hot from behind, but when she turns around, augh!" "She looks like a man, huh? HAHAHA!" "Ugly face! Fuck NO!!" Apparently, my body attracts attention, but my face turns me into one giant disappointment. When girls become jealous of my body, my face is like a big relief to them, and so they attack. I can't live w/ these remarks (or variations of them) every day. (No, I'm not paranoid! I am otherwise what you consider a 'normal' person). It's difficult to live and try to hide what people recognize you by, what describes an individual. If you have even just an average face, be thankful! This is something we are born with and can't really be changed. Suicide seems better than wearing a bag over my head for the rest of my life.