I've always been the type to over think. And maybe this is what this is. Recently my friend became my roommate- like almost 3 months now (the reason i haven't been around). Anyways I'm always wondering if she even likes it here. Granted some days I haven't been a good 'host' but I'm still dealing with the death of my dad, there are some days that it takes all my energy to smile so I want to do nothing more then curl up and just stare at my phone. Anyways I've told her from the beginning if she ever wants to go anywhere I am more than happy to take her, even on days I work. I've offered to take her to pagan group meetings and church and everything she expresses interest in. But she always refuses. I wouldn't care about that, except one night when she got drunk and confessed she has no friends here. That killed me on the inside. I keep telling myself it was just drunk ramblings, but part of me can't help to feel that that's what she really feels. It kills me to think she would feel that way. I've offered so damn much. She's known for telling the truth when drunk. So that's why I'm feeling like this. I would do more with her but she sleeps all day and is up all night, I work and go to school full time so I can't be awake forever. I guess what I'm wondering is how do I make this work better. Maybe I'm stupid and no one can help. I'm not an overly social person. I'm the only one working so I can't blow money daily by going out to places. I work nights and do school during the day so some days I'm antisocial because I'm either sleeping or going on 24 hours of no sleep. And no I haven't told her what she said and she doesn't remember it.