11th of may... we'd be together for a year...
after a lot of ups and downs... after making her cry for a billion times... after she making me cry... i think it's best we seperate...
i had great times with her and it's my longest relationship ever so far
we never had deep conversations... she'd mostly avoid
we been together so long... and it's pretty fair to say i don't really know her...
so this whole experience was probably infatuation... loving the idea of having someone...
i liked her... i liked her a lot...
she'd tell me what to do, what not to do... and she cries so fast...
and i like freedom
maybe relationships aren't my thing... i never had a home to return too... i spend a few years here, a few years else where... i never stay on the same place for too long... and maybe i should keep it that way... maybe that's best... for me... i don't know...
it really does break my heart somewhere...
she wants to control me... but i don't like being controlled... especially not by someone i don't even have a deep emotional connection with cause she never shares anything with me....
we had a talk, she agreed she wouldn't want to control me anymore cause that was wrong for her to do... it's not her position to play my mom...
she agreed to me...
but appearently behind my back the only reason she doesn't try to control me is because she's afraid otherwise i'll break up... wtf? it wasn't my intention to scare her off to share what's on her mind... my intention was to make it clear to her it's not the position she's in to play my mom and make a set of rules for me what to do and what not to do...
after a lot of ups and downs... after making her cry for a billion times... after she making me cry... i think it's best we seperate...
i had great times with her and it's my longest relationship ever so far
we never had deep conversations... she'd mostly avoid
we been together so long... and it's pretty fair to say i don't really know her...
so this whole experience was probably infatuation... loving the idea of having someone...
i liked her... i liked her a lot...
she'd tell me what to do, what not to do... and she cries so fast...
and i like freedom
maybe relationships aren't my thing... i never had a home to return too... i spend a few years here, a few years else where... i never stay on the same place for too long... and maybe i should keep it that way... maybe that's best... for me... i don't know...
it really does break my heart somewhere...
she wants to control me... but i don't like being controlled... especially not by someone i don't even have a deep emotional connection with cause she never shares anything with me....
we had a talk, she agreed she wouldn't want to control me anymore cause that was wrong for her to do... it's not her position to play my mom...
she agreed to me...
but appearently behind my back the only reason she doesn't try to control me is because she's afraid otherwise i'll break up... wtf? it wasn't my intention to scare her off to share what's on her mind... my intention was to make it clear to her it's not the position she's in to play my mom and make a set of rules for me what to do and what not to do...