Kyle McCloud... I know that you are somewhere, reading this... I'm sorry if I did anything wrong.. I loved you, so ever much... I didn't mean to scream at you.. I wish that I was a better person... Good bye.. A good friend of mine, Kyle, he was going to join SF, but he didn't think that it was going to help him. He killed himself instead.. I have no idea how to even write this.. I'm just.. wow.. I can't believe that this happened.. again.. I tried to talk him out of it.. but for some reason I can't stop thinking that I caused him to do this.. He killed himself because of me... I can't stop thinking that..