I suffer from severe social phobia and I have very poor personality, social skills since childhood. I am afraid of going out because I humiliated myself 3 years ago... http://www.suicideforum.com/showthread.php?t=36621 But now I have a job and haven't been going for 3 days because I have excessive fear that I may meet someone who knows about what happened in past. I have gone there a few days and didn't find any one but I am afraid thinking about all the possibilities. I was unemployed since 6 months because of this fear. I was mocked and ill treated a lot because of my mistakes. It left a deep impact on me and destroyed me totally. What should I do ? Wherever I go people are going to laugh because of mistakes I have made.