Ok talking to a shrink is never easy. Remember they are NOT mind readers and have to take what u say as what is happening. Also some are better than others. I spent 6 months in therapy with a doctor who was about as much use as a cold potato (less in fact), then I got a new therapist. He scared me from the start and with good reason, nothing got past him and for the next few years he became the most important person in my life. It was a long and difficult journey but he helped me more than I ever thought possible. Having said that, you have to be the one who commits to the relationship, cos that's what u have to have with your therapist or doctor or u won't be able to trust them. Keep trying, there is a doc out there that will be able to give u the help u need.