Hello all, I am more of a lurker than a talker, but it seems rude not to introduce myself... I am a 39 year old diagnosed schizoaffective and former freelance graphic designer. I've been in therapy of one kind or another for over 30 years, mostly without long-term benefit. I really don't have anyone to talk to here; everyone's either disinterested, perplexed or thinks I'm burdensome. I'm not sure exactly what I expect to get out of being here, but I'm experimenting with community and trying to relate to other people, as I've pretty much isolated myself from everything for so long. I'm sorry for coming off kind of whining, but I swear that I'm more interesting than I think I am. Maybe. I'm kind of distracted right now, so I may write more later. Thanks.