promise myself

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by silent_chaos, Mar 20, 2016.

  1. silent_chaos

    silent_chaos Well-Known Member

    I want to extinguished my own light. So I never make anymore mistakes that just end up hurting myself. I finally deleted everything text, every picture. It hurt and made me feel empty. I swear there is a billion love songs out of a 100,000. I wish I would have had the last word, and hurt them the way they hurt me. But I cant I don't like hurting people even if they rip me apart with their words. I know this is just a huge lesson to learn from. Im just going to focus on my DBT class for the next 9 minths. And not get into a relationship. If I do try to, will you all just beat me up. Joking.
     
  2. ThePhantomLady

    ThePhantomLady Safety and Support SF Supporter

    I am so sorry about what happened. I think you did the right thing by deleting everything. Take it easy now, and know it's perfectly normal what you're feeling now after what happened.
    Keep going to the DBT classes like you said, work hard, focus on you now, focus on you getting better. It will all get better!

    *hugs*