I want to extinguished my own light. So I never make anymore mistakes that just end up hurting myself. I finally deleted everything text, every picture. It hurt and made me feel empty. I swear there is a billion love songs out of a 100,000. I wish I would have had the last word, and hurt them the way they hurt me. But I cant I don't like hurting people even if they rip me apart with their words. I know this is just a huge lesson to learn from. Im just going to focus on my DBT class for the next 9 minths. And not get into a relationship. If I do try to, will you all just beat me up. Joking.