yeah, for a change I'm not even gonna yell at anybody or accuse people of anything, or attack the staff... nope... I'm just gonna say sorry for whatever I've done, whatever I'm doing and whatever I might do in the future. maybe some of u guys know, I might have told some of you the first day I knew it myself. I've been sick a hell of a lot lately and recently they found out what was making me sick. I don't have much of my immune system left. the result is that an virus that's very common and doesnt make anybody sick is getting me sick and doing some serious damage. the last few days have been bad, I'm slowly getting sicker and though I'm still trying to keep my day as normal as possible, it's not working. yeah, I got meds for it. but guess what? I never took them. I just figured that if my immune system wouldnt restore itself (the meds are to help getting my immunesystem back up) the virus would kill me. it's well on it's way to do so now, I'm getting worse pretty much everyday. soon I wont be at the computer anymore either, not if it goes on like this. the last few days I've been feverish, said things I usually wouldnt say and acted weird at times all together. I'm sorry that it happened. I dunno how much longer I'll be able to get up and just be around, but if anything happens that I say something wrong.. please, I dont mean it in a bad way, even if it may sound like that. I just wanna make sure I apologize for things before I cant anymore. but dont worry, my shining personality will be around as long as I can get out of my bed. - mick ps? I'm sorry.