I've started considering pseudocide...AKA faking my own death. Either that or just disappearing to a place far, far away where no one will know me.
I'm convinced that I'm destined to become homeless and destitute. I would not, however, want that fate to befall my wife. Therefore, my "plan" would be as follows:
- Withdraw enough cash to live for a month or two
- Leave all remaining assets to my wife in a notarized will
- Abandon all social media accounts
- Dispose of phone and laptop
- Travel to another country
- Set up shop and be homeless until my life, mercifully, ends
I suppose the hardest part about such a plan (for me, anyway) would be missing my wife, wondering about her and thinking/knowing that I had devastated her via my actions. These are the same reasons that prevent me from committing actual suicide as well.
Anyway, I figured this anonymous, suicide-themed forum would be a good place to talk about this. Have any of you considered (or even tried) doing this?
I'm convinced that I'm destined to become homeless and destitute. I would not, however, want that fate to befall my wife. Therefore, my "plan" would be as follows:
- Withdraw enough cash to live for a month or two
- Leave all remaining assets to my wife in a notarized will
- Abandon all social media accounts
- Dispose of phone and laptop
- Travel to another country
- Set up shop and be homeless until my life, mercifully, ends
I suppose the hardest part about such a plan (for me, anyway) would be missing my wife, wondering about her and thinking/knowing that I had devastated her via my actions. These are the same reasons that prevent me from committing actual suicide as well.
Anyway, I figured this anonymous, suicide-themed forum would be a good place to talk about this. Have any of you considered (or even tried) doing this?