So I want to have a serious discussion about using hallucinogenic drugs along with therapy but dont really have anyone in my life to talk to. I dont mean getting wasted on acid and having a great time maybe finding stuff out. I wanna go into a light trip meditate think deep about myself my life etc. Its being tested currently and they used it in the 60s I think it was. I really only thought this was a way to get high and say its for helping myself until a month or 2 ago. Long story short I saw god which is weird cause im not religious and realised I dont deserve all the blame and hate I give myself. If I can see something that serious about myself and decide to change just getting high what can I do meditating and such. Has anyone here ever tried this and had any success or it didnt work?