For those of you who are in college/universities, who here has seen a campus psychiatrist/psychologist? I've been thinking for a while...that maybe I should go see one. Day in day out, I keep wondering to myself how I'm going to make it through school. Even if I don't...say kill myself...before I graduate, I don't know if I can graduate to begin with. Each day just gets worse and harder to concentrate on school all the time. My grades are just getting worse as each midterm passes by. I don't know if my grades are a result of my own stupidity, or simply the fact that I'm not focused. I sort of want to see one on campus. And you know what's weird...I'm probably the only one, but I sort of want medication. I don't know, it's weird. Regardless of whether it works for me or not (I can just imagine my first bottle of pills will be placebos), I just feel like I have this stigma from being depressed all the time. In a way, to me, I think that if I ever had the chance to get/take pills, it sort of validates the way I feel, rather than thinking I'm just a piece of shit everyday.