sooo. im not in therapy now caz i have no money... i called my ex-psychologist and she told me i could go back to her but i would need to go to psychiatrist to prescribe me meds!! i cried on the phone caz i thought she would never say i need meds. i talked to my aunt and she said she would pay for it while i cant get a job. i still didnt call to book the first appointment.... maybe caz deep down i dont want to like... taking meds it means im really fucked up and i have no control over things.. :unsure: :sigh: