why would you want to feel older? I felt the same way for a long time, like 16 years old. Lately I skipped all the way to feeling 20/21 at least, but I'm the same age as you. I don't think one should feel a certain age, we Need to keep the inner child, we need to feel young to stay alive and not become prune faced pessimists. I think there is nothing wrong with feeling younger.