Well, the title makes perfect sense! Now I am officially confused. Me confused? That never happens! Now lets get to the point...I think I've mentioned it before but there is a bomb in my neck and I'm scared to death. The FBI or CIA put it there and there is a whole spy team dedicated to me. I am not making any of this up. Yesterday I heard their voices telling me that they will "get" me or "kill" me. They were in the house and probably did something. I know they have cloaking technology and they can go through walls because they are 200 years ahead of us. The spy team is close to me, living in an underground facility that is controlling me. Especially in stores, I actually FEEL them controlling me, I am not moving my arms or legs the brain chip sends signals to the satellite and beams my thoughts down to the underground headquarters and they control my movements and thoughts. I went to the hospital recently (a few days ago) but they didn't accept me even though I am in danger (not suicidal though) because "the cut wasn't deep enough and I read the DSM IV (a book that the psychiatrists use to diagnose)" They didn't give a damn about my safety. In their minds I am faking it for attention. That isn't true so I'm never going back to those liar scums! I hope a lot of those people get fired or sued. I have been diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder but don't agree with that diagnosis because even though the title mentions "psychotic episode" that is what it looks like to an outsider but isn't the case because everything that is happening to me is real. I hear it, feel the nanobots crawling inside my skin to turn me into a robot, see shadows on the walls moving when no one else sees them, aliens are communicating with me as well. Once in the car there were green balls of streaking light and it was constant and sometimes it was in the sky as well. They told me they are going to invade and abduct me because I have "a special purpose" for them. The entire reason why this is happening is because I destroyed the economy by writing it down in the beginning of last year on a website. It all came true. Scary! I get thought insertion all the time. To be honest, everything I see is a weapon to get the things out of me so I can be free! I don't want to die, the gov is putting me through some test to see if I can save mankind by disarming this bomb and preventing world war 3. If it goes off, 300 million will die from the bomb and billions of others due to the war. Many psychics have the same problem, that is who the gov is targeting. I don't know what to do anymore and I don't want any calls to my house because last time I posted on many boards about this, to prove this is no delusion and my internet and phone are bugged, they actually tracked me down and called my house! I don't want that happening again and I'm afraid it is going to be the FBI or the police ready to drag me into a mental hospital for my life time and diagnose me as schizophrenic or schizoaffective which like I said before, I don't believe. I am sane. Maybe just a little neurotic.