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Psychotic mentality?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by just.me, Jul 8, 2009.

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  1. just.me

    just.me Account Closed

    I wonder, do I have psychotic mentality?
    I enjoy being hurt physically or to see my own blood
    I also got this thoughts, sort of plans on what should I do
    if something unusual will happen to me, like if a stranger will attack me
    and most of the time my thoughts resulting in me killing the stranger that attacked me in very creative ways
    I also got those fantasies, like when I find a corrupt cop
    to kidnap him and to do to him the same things I saw in the movie "Saw"

    but all this is only toward what i consider as bad people
    which includes, drunks that attack others with no reason
    corrupt cops that ignoring cases where girls are being raped by relatives
    because their relatives are rich,
    or drug addicts that steal money and harm people just to buy more drugs
    animals abusers, those who abuse disabled people, those who have
    no respect toward elders, those who enslave their workers and so on

    sometimes i got fantasies about what would of happen if i had spacial abilities
    some of them are good, others bad
    in some i spread order and justice, in others i destroy everything and everyone

    So am I psychotic? what do you think?
  2. palmtrees

    palmtrees Well-Known Member

    I think if you know the difference between fantasy and reality and you don't plan to act out any of those fantasies you're ok. You might have some anger/depression issues or other problems that need working out.
  3. reefer madness

    reefer madness Account Closed

    I've had many fantasies of doling out vigilante justice and how cool it'd be to have special powers. Doesn't make you psychotic.
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I would say you just have a very vivid imagination but no not psychotic
  5. Cortez

    Cortez Banned Member

    Nice username :)
  6. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    I agree with what most posters here say, it seems like you have a good grasp on the difference between the fantasies and reality. Psychotics don't, they merge fantasies and reality til they don't know whats real and what isn't. So i'd say your not :)
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