I think that these nightmares I'm having are related to this disorder. They haven't been going away, not with medication it seems. They are very violent and leave me really upset afterwards. I get these delusional nightmares, and I can't seem to cope with them. The other night I had the most intense, they seem to get more intense every time, and in this one I had a short split-second vision of a soldier in uniform who told me that he knew I had a form of traumatic paralysis, he said he knew because he had suffered it through the war. Sometimes it feels so real I think it's real. I've been trying to find a way to increase my energy but nothing is working. I'm taking stattera but it has been causing me to spiral into delusional thinking. I'm getting so tired of having zero potential or motivation, absolutely none, I am completely apathetic and blank. The med stattera was like a life-saver, it does everything and still it makes me delusional...I feel kind of trapped.