Punishment *trigger*

[Needs to be punished]

Thought i could be strong. Made it this far now just throw it away. Im gonna get rid of these feelings. Punish myself. Everytime they enter my head, its time to self harm. I just did 3 burns on my leg. Where no one can see them. Everytime i think about it im gonna do it again and again and again and again until its gone. I'll associate feelings for people with physical pain and then no one can get hurt except me. Right now i dont have any plans to stop. PUNISHMENT IS WHAT I NEED, PUNISHMENT IS WHAT I WILL GET.

 

[Sorrow]

Re: Punishment

You sound like you are in a lot of pain. What are these feelings you think you need to punish yourself for? Do you want to talk about it? I'm here to listen.

 

[ACRon]

Re: Punishment

Thought i could be strong. Made it this far now just throw it away. Im gonna get rid of these feelings. Punish myself. Everytime they enter my head, its time to self harm. I just did 3 burns on my leg. Where no one can see them. Everytime i think about it im gonna do it again and again and again and again until its gone. I'll associate feelings for people with physical pain and then no one can get hurt except me. Right now i dont have any plans to stop. PUNISHMENT IS WHAT I NEED, PUNISHMENT IS WHAT I WILL GET.

That sounds like a personal ad from a woman who likes to be dominated. sorry but thats pretty darn silly isn't it? unless your trying to draw someones attention i suppose

 

[Needs to be punished]

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WTF are you on. Make a joke of it, go ahead. Whats new. This aint fuck all to do with wanting to be dominated or for someones attention. I feel like i need to be punished for everything in my life. And right now thats what i plan to do

 

[LeaveMeAlone]

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I'm very sure i know who this is, and you know what you're saying is crap. You don't need to be punished, you're feelings are legitimate, and you're allowed to have them, I'm sorry if things don't work out, sometimes they just don't and it hurts, but we move on. maybe you really should take a total break from each other for a while (god i was in almost exactly the same situation, and hearing words like that almost killed me) But really, all you're doing now is hurting each other, and neither of you want that.

 

[ACRon]

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WTF are you on. Make a joke of it, go ahead. Whats new. This aint fuck all to do with wanting to be dominated or for someones attention. I feel like i need to be punished for everything in my life. And right now thats what i plan to do

Your life ain't a joke. Just try and get some perspective, there's no logic to harming yourself.

 

[Needs to be punished]

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LMA, you've got completely the wrong end of the stick. I feel i deserve the pain over many things in my life. I feel li hurt people. I feel im a bad person therefore i need to punished myself by self harming. Any other situation has nothing to do with this. That was sorted out. Just ignore me, i dunno anymore.

 

[kath]

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Hi hun.im sorry your in so much pain and feeling particuarly bad tonight.You must really be hurting - emotionally and physi ally right now.i know how hard it is [being a person who has self harmed] but please try not to burn or harm yourself again.Is there someone you could talk to or another way you can get your feelings out instead.i will always be here for you as much as i can be and you are welcome to contact me anytime.This isnt me getting at you.This is a comment from my experience and sometimes i find it hard and painful to acknowledge and accept myself but i dont think hun that you can so easily seperate different sitatuions out.They have all effected you [past or present] and though im certainly not saying put the past in the present [trust me thats probably the worst thing you could do] and let it effect and consume you totally now too but i do think you have to consider all sitatuions together,everything that has happened and look at the whole you.i dont think you can seperate things off so easily.Perhaps do that bigt when it comes to planning and making steps.Sorry if this doesnt make sense.It probably doesnt.im sorry.i just wanted to help you.i think i was trying to say i dont think things can always be seperated or discounted so easily.Not a criticism [im speaking from my own experience so if this were a criticism it owuld be of me too]Sorry if this isnt understandable.i was trying to help honest.i can see you are in a lot of pain

Take care and best wishes for now
kath

 

[wild@heart]

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That sounds like a personal ad from a woman who likes to be dominated. sorry but thats pretty darn silly isn't it? unless your trying to draw someones attention i suppose

You know what, whoever you are that said that, dont just write people off as wanting attention, cos that is PRECISELY why so many people dont get help when they need it, cos they are scared that others will see them as attention seeking. I think you are totally out of order. You are not in the persons shoes so dont make accusations like that.

 

[ACRon]

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You know what, whoever you are that said that, dont just write people off as wanting attention, cos that is PRECISELY why so many people dont get help when they need it, cos they are scared that others will see them as attention seeking. I think you are totally out of order. You are not in the persons shoes so dont make accusations like that.

I was just giving a genuine response, 'anonymous' person.

the comments made could of been very triggering to other members.

 

[Malcontent]

Re: Punishment

Triggering posts are pretty much expected here because of the nature of this forum. However, belittling people's problems isn't. Next time you see a post that you think is inappropriate please report the post by clicking the "warning sign" icon on the lefthand side.

Your concerns about this thread have been taken into account, and a trigger warning has been added to the title.