Hi marcpro here, sometimes I feel really shit too it's just strange. So I'm here trying to meditate, or helping people! Life seems so pointless without duties or passion, I just need to find something to keep going, as I said it's meditating or helping or writing. I'm not in danger, but it's just a pretty strange feeling. Also my cousin suicided so I know that it is triggering for this! If anyone has advices for situtations like these!