Tell me... If you reject the idea of God and believe that mankind makes their own gods, and you feel that mankind is a complete waste of energy on a crash course for extinction, what purpose can you find in life? I am a satanist, I do not believe in the spiritual, I believe in the carnal. I believe that the only salvation mankind has is by working together to ensure the survival of the human race. And by that I mean the research and discovery of renewable energy sources, and the eventual colonisation of space. My beliefs are that this is the only way the human race can survive in the long term - THE PLANET WILL GET RID OF US EVENTUALLY. Unfortunately, I also believe that this isn't going to happen, or if it does it will be much too late. Most governments are twisted to a point that sustaining their power and position has taken priority over everything else, no matter what they say. The few who actually want to do something of worth for our future seem to be hopelessly outnumbered. So these thoughts and beliefs of mine, they've taken years to formulate and are still very much open to new ideas. But generally I see no future for our species, hope is dying. And now I want nothing to do with it. I don't want to contribute to our global society that is bigoted, hypocritical, genocidal and above all selfish. And everything I do is connected, my taxes, my car, the rubbish I produce. It all contributes to the destruction of the planet, the stealing of people's liberties and the taking of peoples lives. I feel responsible because I am. My race, my responsibility. There is nothing I can do to change this. I can go through all the motions like everyone else, recycle this, switch of this, save this, do that. But at the end of the day it doesn't boil down to that, it boils down to people, every single one of us and there just aren't enough who care. Mass ingorance and indifference to our plight here on planet earth, breeding away in our little homes and slowly choking the planet so that all we will leave our children's children is a barren wasteland, devoid of life. So yeah, I don't want to anything to do with it. and because of this I can find no purpose in life. There is nothing I can think of that I could do with myself that I feel would really benefit me, and the rest of us. I'd happily volunteer to be shot off into space on exploration missions, but I don't think the opportunity for that will arise. So now I don't want anything, I have no desires in life for myself except infinite sleep. Everytime I go to bed I hope it's the last time because waking up everyday and knowing I'm part of humanity really makes me want to die. It's our only true purpose. Can I ever find anything worth my while in this world?