I wanted to post and get some feedback. My brother committed suicide in 2003. It was a long time ago but its still causing me problems. I feel guilty about distancing myself from my in laws because I do not want to go through the pain of losing anyone again. It was just too painful .. once is enough. How I can I correct this. My inlaws are very generous people, so how do I get rid of this guilt and stop pushing people that care about me away.