I will write lots of things which people allready said on this forum or somewhere else. Throught the years of my pain i had lots of time to think about life. And thats the problem. I believe only people who do not think about life at all can be really happy. As someone smart said * Man becomes finally free when he just let it all go*. Also absolute freedom = absolute lonelines. But we need love to be really happy. We need somebody. Therefor we cant never be truly free. Only when we die. * Being human is suffering * And because of that we inflict our pain on others to make it easier for us. When we are in depression, we seek for people who can carry this burden with us. And when i look around on the state of our world... things not improving, they actually getting worst. We know about global warming, but we do not care. Let the other generations deal with it. We know about hungry childrens around world, but we are still unable to help them. We kill and torture animals everyday, but we do not care because they dont talk so its easy to forget them. We set the system where 90% people of this world need work 9 hours per day in job they dont like, just to finally come home to do what they like. We devastating nature around us like there is no tomorow. We lock ourselfs in little buildings isolated from everything and everybody. Our connection with nature is almost gone. And you can be sure as hell you need your connection with nature. McDonald with food which can be almost called poison. If you saw movie SuperSizeMe you know what im talking about. Why? Because we prosper while others suffer. And millions of others things. Now even if i proceed with my life and make it better. Why the heck i should want to be part of such rotten world? If all humans just die, only then nature and animals could live in harmony and there would be something like heaven on Earth again. I think we do act like some kind of virus. Like parasite. Now can you tell why im wrong?