Queen of D'nile

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by kittyD, May 28, 2008.

  1. kittyD

    kittyD Well-Known Member

    This is hard for me to admit.:unsure:
    After my mom died, I guess I went into a bit of denial.
    I didn't file with the insurance company for payment.
    I didn't file with the gov for survivors benefit.
    So I hadn't paid the funeral home.
    They couldn't get hold of me, but found my ex's number and one of his brothers and left messages with them for me.

    The only saving grace is that I didn't get the money and spend it, which is one of my problems financially.

    But its very embarassing that I've put myself through this and yes I realize that it is one aspect of my depression.

    So I'm being forced to face this and deal with it, all my own fault.:blub:
  2. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I'm sorry about your mom.
    Don't feel bad. We all go through denial. Most people live their entire lives in some form of denial.
    You'll get through this :hug: