Hi all. First of all I'm not thinking about suicide. I have a lot of issues with life that's really stressing me out. Sometimes the stress makes me feel like exploding. I really need some drugs/sedatives that'll induce unconsciousness in me, I need these drugs to calm me down when my stress is on the brink of exploding. I stumbled onto this forum as I was searching on google for information about these drugs. I know this is a suicide forum, but I'm not suicidal and was hoping people here might have expertise with these drugs. <mod edit - guidelines> I'm not thinking about using this for suicide, I just need things to calm me down and I've tried ordinary sedatives from my doctor but they don't do anything. I believe I need a combination of drugs to knock me out unconscious when my stress hits, as the stuff my doctor gave me keeps me conscious and has no effect. Thanks for any help!